Weekly Song-fic SAT, JUNE 23 -- SAT, JUNE 30 Entry

No more Love
Inspired:
"Ships in the Night" by Mat Kearney

My eyes closed, my hands placed on the desk, a faint light iluminating my face. The room was dark, the curtains closed, the door locked, no sound but the soft breathing of one person: me. It was late, or early in the morning to say so for me. Mother was asleep, brother was too, and I was waiting, waiting for the one that brought me to Paradise, that made me love again, that made me see pain wasn't the only thing in life.

I slowly opened my eyes and stared at the screen. I placed my right hand on the mouse, and moved it. I clicked and waited for the page to load, then smiled faintly, seeing I got one message. But I know from who the message was, and that made me happy and excited.

I clicked on the message and scrolled down slowly, and already knowing who it was, I went straight to the message and started reading it.

''Hello dear,

I am sorry for this message to arrive so late. But I have my reasons. We are so far apart, and although we both love each other, the pain it gives me hurts me to much.

Every night you are on so late for you, waiting for me, wanting to hear of me, but I must admit, I have a secret to tell you. For we are so far apart, I can't handle the pain anymore. A few days ago, I was in town, heading for the Comic Book store. I walked in and went through the comics like usual. I turned around and saw a beautifull girl. Like the sunrise in paradise, so beautifull she was. She simply smiled and asked for my phone number. I gave it. Back home, she called me and told me she loved me. We met three days ago and there was a beautifull click. We had so many in common, we fell in love.

I am so sorry. We are too far apart, and we will never meet. I have to go now. It's over between me and you.

Sincerly,
The one you loved.''

I couldn't believe what was standing there. I read again and again, and as I read it again and again, I started to realise what that he was meaning it. And, a small, silvery blue tear appeared in my right eye.

Quickly I started typing a message back. I then sat there, staring at the message of him, trying to figure out why. He said we would always be together, no matter what would happen. We had promised each other that.

I got a message back and I read it, but there was nothing. Just saying to forget, to find someone else, but that we could stay friends. I shook my head as more tears started to form in my eyes. I typed another message back, asking why. That we had promised each other to be together, that he would never fall in love with someone else.

Another message, but telling he couldn?t help it. It was over. I had to forget him, to find someone else, and be happy with the other one. I just couldn?t believe what he said.

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I stared at the plane ticket, waiting for the plane to arrive. When it did, I got on board and fell asleep after the plane had flew up.

A few hours later it landed. I had been awake already and got up quickly. I grabbed my stuff and left. I got a taxi and told him to go to a place.

Once the taxi arrived, I grabbed my small suitcase, paid and looked up at the small house. I took a few deep breaths and walked up to the door. It had a small green garden with flowers but I didn?t even look at it. I needed to see him, to hear him personally, make sure it wasn?t a joke. I took another few deep breaths and knocked on the door.

The door was opened by a girl, blonde hair, deep blue eyes. She called for someone else and went away. Then I saw him and I smiled at him. Tears appeared in my eyes and I stretched my arms in a hug, hoping he?d accept it.

Then I saw his face and my arms dropped. I sank through my knees and laid my hands softly in my hands, tears flowing freely, but not of happiness, but of sadness. He laid a hand on my shoulder and kneeled down beside me. I looked up at him and pulled away from him.

''Why did you come?'' he asked. I shook my head and opened my suitcase. I went through the stuff and found the small note. I gave it to him.

He read it and looked down at me. I looked up at him with begging eyes, but knew I was already too late. I closed the suitcase and stood up, still crying, but not caring. I hugged him and turned around, walking back to the taxi. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back. He hugged me closely and I could feel his tears. He kissed my cheek and looked deep into my eyes. ''I?m so sorry,'' his voice croaked as he released me and took a step back.

I shook my head and turned around. I went back to the taxi who drove me back. I went back home with the plane and once back home, I laid on my bed and stared bluntly at the ceiling. I turned my head to the right to see a heart painted with my name and his name. I looked at my arm with the tattoo of a heart and his name. I regret everything in my life.

I closed my eyes and took deep breaths. I remembered his last words as they echoed in my head and I knew he meant it. But, I had to forget him, but I wasn?t going to. I would find my way back to him. I was sure of that.

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